Well,

seen as I am awful at posting on here, mainly because I can't upload images from my iPad and my laptop is like using dial up it's so slow I'm linking to my tumblr not that I have any followers but incase any stumbled across this and felt nosy. So au revoir this will be my last post.

Deep Blue.

And once you fall you know.
I don't still feel that which they say you will forever.
I felt it a few times, it faded.
I feel it now, strong.
I hope it doesn't ebb away this time.
I want this to be it.

You left long before.

Gone, and I don't know how I feel.
Gone, and I don't know what to cry for.
Gone, and I wish I xould say anything.
Gone, but you were already gone before.
You're gone.

Crank.

It's the people who stop you on the street asking for change.
Those on the bus who smells like piss and dribble into their beards.
The homeless man on the street who preaches suicide, but is still always there.
The drunks that wear the same clothes, week in, week out.
The old folk who leave their homes purely to talk to someone.
These are the people thatmake you look,
they have each other, and no-one.
Sometimes I feel the same.
Sometimes I feel like one of them.

Sleepless dreaming.

My sleep patterns,
I toss,
I turn,
my sleep rarely coms.
I chew my nails,
I rub the folds of bedding between my fingers,
I ponder,
I worry,
I suffer,
I think of you, and nothing becomes clear.

The cornor of the room.

That time again,
the birds cease to sing,
though their lover's songs never touched me.
The cold draws in,
though I never felt summer's rays.
Gathered, with faces I see and forget why,
I never understood how to be content.
Yet you arehere,
Everyone is here,
and I still feel alone.

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